We are often taught to be untruthful to ourselves so we can be exploited by media, peers, teachers and other people who seek power over us.
We are often taught to be dishonest with our real needs so we can be manipulated, cheated, spun into webs of deceit and left with no way out or through.
We are often taught to be disloyal to our own bodies so we can be appreciated for performing tricks for money or other rewards / avoidance of punishment.
How are we supposed to maintain ourselves when all we know is get un-centred, get bias, get into a state of un-calm, get pushed about by programming that can’t truly help us?
How are we supposed to live in truth when everything is geared up for us being liars dependent on lies being upheld?
How are we supposed to have complimentary lifestyles when we’re geared up to be anything but authentic and full of smile?
How are we supposed to behave according to a set of rules that have no leniency and give in to our own divine intelligence?
How are we supposed to have faith when those with faith fail to show compassion to the degree that they’re telling us is possible, desirable and necessary (if we want the embodiment of a purely loving energy)?
How are we supposed to be non-chi-blockers when society dictates that we obey a man-made clock, with man-made laws, with man-made problems?
How are we supposed to be open-hearted when everything seems to urge us to be urgent and out of our power?
How are we supposed to be open-minded when everyone around is is acting like anger is the best thing to motivate us into action?
How are we supposed to be forgiving when counsellors enforce their opinion that having enough centredness to be truly forgiving in the moment is impossible?
How are we supposed to be forgiving when parents lie to us about things to control us?
How are we supposed to be forgiving when teachers belittle us out of our poise?
How are we supposed to be forgiving when division is backed by reasons to despise?
How are we supposed to be forgiving when money has so much weaponry associated with it?
How are we supposed to forgive?
How are we supposed to live?
How are we supposed to rear our children to live life with zest?
How are we supposed to revise our childhood to live life with joy?
How are we supposed to reveal our vulnerable side and be full of beans?
How are we supposed to revel just by having awareness of breath?
How are we supposed to level just by dropping the bother?
How are we supposed to love it all just by being one?
How are we supposed to let go just by having faith?
How are we supposed to let it be just by centre-ing?
How are we supposed to come to centre just by having some chi play?
How are we supposed to come to terms with whom we are just by accepting our breath?
How are we supposed to adjust with ease just by admitting beliefs aren’t believable?
How are we supposed to accommodate each other just by accepting our perceptions are all as valid as they are invalid?
How are we supposed to exaggerate our circumstances when being centred gives us more than self pity, self prejudice or selfishness?
How are we supposed to blame when it ceases to fulfill its promise?
How are we supposed to shame when it ceases to prove itself worth it?
How are we supposed to trauma when it ceases to make sense?
How are we supposed to live in fear when it ceases to have power over us?
How are we supposed to live in truth when it doesn’t fit with the expectations of people we want to like us?
How are we supposed to live being well within when it doesn’t fit with the story we’ve been living with for umpteen years?
How are we supposed to move on when faith is all we have?
just for a moment
the world is still
just for a moment
my mind is clear
just for a moment
my intention is pure
just for a moment
i vibrate as om
just for a moment
i hold us all as one
just for a moment
i mother us as children
just for a moment
i reach through and feel the space
just for a moment
i give us our lives back
just for a moment
i am in control
just for a moment
i hold on
just for a moment
i let us fall
just for a moment
the suspense of being free
is almost too much
just for a moment
the animation of being free
is almost too much
just for a moment
the gift of being me
is almost too much
just for a moment
i barely notice
weight, time or issue
just for a moment
i barely care
just for a moment
there is no friction
just for a moment
there is no way but wu
one moment is enough
one moment is eternity
one moment is infinity
my clock stops for me
to be clear
beyond fear
beyond malice
beyond the lies
my tick tocks for me
to be sure
over doubts
over shouts
over arguments
my swish sways for me
to be flamboyant
with lush
with lightness
with land in me
my way is deep
my face is clear
my weep is done
my ace is here
my age is irrelevant
my rage has gone
my race is forgotten
my rules are none
my presence is full
my fulfillment is constant
my bliss is real
my kiss is out of this world
my words are for play
my spells are for love
my gifts are for sharing
my game is for show
my life is loved
my breath is honoured
my body is my partner
my spirit soars well
my project is me
my wealth is in me
my health is for me
my happiness oozes from me
my next chapter is here
my next episode is now
my next teacher is me
my next move is real
happy are we
that live with tree
happy are we
that live feeling free
happy are we
that love
indiscriminately
sorry for a loss?
sorry to be a boss?
sorry to be a bossy boots?
not i
sorry for being me?
sorry for living now?
sorry for having what i have?
not i
sorry for being experimental?
sorry for being extraordinary?
sorry for being dexterous?
not i
amazed at being here?
amazed at life itself?
amazed at creation and nature?
yes me
amazed at all our contrasts?
amazed at all our complications?
amazed at all we hold on to?
yes me
amazed at all our opportunities?
amazed at all our options?
amazed at all our abilities?
yes me
amazed at how our minds control our well-being?
amazed at how our mind seek control and over-responsibility?
amazed at how we depend on our minds to take care of us?
yes me
amazed at how easy life can be?
amazed at how hard we can pretend it is?
amazed at how little effort is really needed?
yes me
amazed at how gorgeous we are?
amazed at how gorgeous breathing is?
amazed at how gorgeous bodies are?
yes me
amazed at how skin covers our flesh?
amazed at how organs do what they do?
amazed at how muscles make our bodies move?
yes me
amazed at how faith works?
amazed at how faithless fails us?
amazed at how families function or not?
yes me
amazed at psyche and beliefs and innocence?
amazed at poise and poisoning and resets?
amazed at prose and profoundity and performance?
yes me
amazed at people and our compulsions to self harm?
amazed at life and our patterns of abuse?
amazed at energy medicine and clearing the limits?
yes me
Avalon Welfare
the project of a poet
Avalon Welfare
the project of a nature-lover
Avalon Welfare
the project of one in the know
Honesty calls
It’s all black and white
It’s all for you and for me
Be well within
Be well
Be wu
I’m done with the bother
How about you?