imagine having enough self attraction to omit self harming

imagine having enough breath to omit self-destructive-behaviours

imagine having enough ‘self’ to omit shadow

What radical change gives you a second chance?

i have never considered self harm an option yet it do it

i have never considered having a deathwish an option, yet i’ve depended on it

i have never considered being a power-hungry-madwoman an option, yet here i am

i have always believed in something beyond me as having more power than me, yet i get confused sometimes and believe i have more power than i know what to do with (yet)

i have sometimes believed in something taunting me, and now i know it’s just me

i have sometimes not believed in myself, and that’s what gets me in trouble

i have often considered what i’d get if i had unlimited ability in the matrix

i have often considered what i’d find if i had unlimited access in the matrix

i have often considered what i’d follow if i had unlimited time in the matrix

so i played and played and played until i got to me here now

i gave up praying and became the super power i knew i could be

i gave up paying to be sick and became a magnet for wellness

i have now as my own moment and it is my whole world

i have now as my playground and it is my whole mate

i have now as my gift and it is my whole arena

What radical change has already happened?

i do not ask to be paid for the work i have done – i ask for help making it into an accessible free resource

i do not ask to be paid at all – i ask for help getting me out of a benefit system and into a fully-functioning business that keeps me well and in a position where all my needs are met

i do not ask to be paid for the work i may yet do – i ask for help getting the resources together to set up a community farm that breeds dynamic people

What patronage may you offer?

What resources may you offer?

What gift can you bring ‘to the party’?