imagine knowing you’re being neglectful to yourself, but soldiering on for someone else’s benefit (ahhh!)

imagine knowing you have opportunity to make space for more self care, but choosing to be a bitch to yourself regardless (ahhh!)

imagine knowing you have gone into excess and made holes in your aura and going into it for the purpose of professional curiosity (oh!)

What pain becomes unreal ?

imagine knowing you’re under a spell and have a power to break it, but choose not to (to see what happens) – ummm!

imagine knowing you’re getting deeper into trouble with the spell and are losing your power to break it, but choose to continue for research purposes (eek!)

imagine knowing you’ll come out the other side and be okay if you carry on and that your power can only grow as a result (wow!)

What pain becomes normal ?

imagine claiming that a spell is yours to break and knowing every code it uses to control you (wow!)

imagine claiming that a spell is yours to change and knowing every code it takes to convert it to be helpful (wow!)

imagine claiming that neutral undoes all the damage and give you your own fountain of newth without having to do a thing (oh!)

What pain stops (dead) ?

i admit i have acted as a fraud and know how it manipulates me and others

i admit i have acted as a failure and know how it prevents me from loving myself and others

i admit i have acted as a junky and know how it eats away at me from the inside out yet blinds me to my own stupidity

i admit i have acted as a crash-test-dummy and seen the world from the eyes of a lost and damaged child

i admit i have acted as a crazy-genius and seen the world from the eyes of a dangerous and fabulous woman with full-spectrum ability and ‘(hidden) dis-ability’

i admit i have acted as a frightened adult and seen the world from the eyes of a trapped and trapping person with programming demanding more and more rules

i admit i have acted as a fake-guru with saviour complex and taken the world on as my ‘child’ (client)

i admit i have acted as a global-analyst with god complex and taken the world as my job to sort out (client)

i admit i have acted as a ‘family constellation master’ with unlimited access to most vulnerable vibrations and taken the world on as my tribe to work and play with (client)

i have something unique to offer – are you up for helping me?

i have something unique to sell – are you up for buying from me?

i have something unique to propose – are you up for listening to me?

om sha ba la om

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