Imagine losing oneself to a self-denial

Imagine recovering oneself into nature

Imagine insisting that nature is evil

Imagine wishing someone could make that change

Imagine losing oneself to self-harm

Imagine recovering oneself into nurture

Imagine insisting that nurture is wrong

Imagine wishing someone could make that change

Imagine losing oneself to self-loathing

Imagine recovering oneself into jambowee

Imagine insisting that jambowee is out of reach

Imagine wishing someone could make that change

I am someone who knows both extremes

I am someone who has taken it upon themselves to do this for the highest good of all

I am someone who needs help to keep myself on the side of love and nature (for now)

I am someone who has had help (kinesiology and other energy medicines) to shift the curse

I know what it is to witness oneself as a ‘loser’

I know what it is to witness oneself as a ‘traitor’

I know what it is to witness oneself as a ‘truth-seeker’

I know what it is to jump sides (and create puppet shows)

I am someone with talent and experience

I am someone with extraordinary depth and vision

I am someone with excellent taste in truth

I am someone with full-knowing and full-power

I ask for help and ask to receive it well

I ask to give help and for it to be received in good intent

I ask to have help come forward and for me to be clear about my personal welfare needs

I ask to have people come forward to benefit from my pioneering

Om sha ba la

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